Sometimes there are days when you get really sad because you feel like you're the only one that hasn't been blessed with children. Sometimes it's really overwhelming and feels like the elephant in the room wherever you go. On those days you have your own little pity party and things get real selfish real fast.
But sometimes your husband will ask if you want to do some outdoor exploring and you say yes. You forget all your moping because look how beautiful it is. Also the image of your husband wearing your flowery patterned backpack makes you smile. The only important thing becomes finding the biggest rock to chuck over the edge of the cliff and watch crumble into a million pieces. And things are okay again, if only for a moment.