When you wake up at 4:30am for the third time in the night and you have two sisters taking up your bed, you get up and make some tea that you remember you have and you watch I'll Be Home For Christmas because you like that movie and it's on netflix. There is something about being up in the early hours of the day, drinking tea and watching a Christmas movie in April. It's in these kinds of moments that you do trust. You trust that everything is meant to be good and life is really simple. And there is peace.