I have been hesitant to talk about this with, really, anyone. But it has been such a big part of my thoughts lately, I feel like it's time to share: I am making music. For some reason, this last month I have felt this overwhelming urge to create music. I cannot explain it. I have always loved music and I have missed singing in high school like nobody's business but it has always stopped there, at nostalgia. A fire has been lit inside me and there is no ignoring it anymore. I only started a little while ago but this experience has been so incredible. I don't know if I have ever felt so incompetent yet so empowered. Some days I feel like, "What am I doing? I can't do this." And other days I listen to the little voice memos on my phone that I record throughout the day whenever melodies or lyrics pop into my head and I think, "Where is this coming from? This is not coming from me." I know it sounds dumb but I honestly feel like I am being helped and blessed with inspiration in this whole process. I anticipate a lot more days of doubt and asking myself why I am doing this, but I feel like it needs to be done. So I'm taking a leap. Thanks to all the people that have hired me for blog designs, I was able to get all my equipment because of you.